February 2012
42 posts
Thursday and counting... || Diary Troubles #1
A visit to Timeout with Raffy, Mimi, and Dabertte turned out to be a crazy reunion with my CSB girls. Beerpong didn’t turn out to be interesting so about to head home, I saw Ara, Grace and the others outside. Happy Thursdays apparently still lived on the Benildean schedule so they insisted I join. With nothing but a heavy heart to go home to, I decided why not.
Us girls headed to Grand...
I would. But I won't.
I would tell you that I’m sorry about last night because I was just so mad seeing you that way when you told me otherwise and called me a hypocrite just as you are. But I won’t.
I would like to tell you that I miss you, that I miss you so much it breaks my heart. But I won’t. To tell you that every day, despite what has happened to us, I still long my morning kisses from you,...
“He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words.”
– Elbert Hubbard (via nessastooshort)
We meet again
Him: Last night, I really wanted to kiss you.
S: Why? It would only make things worse.
Him: I just wanted to feel how it felt like 2 years ago.
S: You won't. It's different now.
Him: I know. I just wanted to know if it's still there. Is it?
S: It's been 2 years.
Him: Is it? Still there?
S: It's been a long time.
Him: It's just that our chemistry is undeniable and even our friends agree. I can talk to you about anything and it's not the same with her.
S: Yeah, well...
Him: You know? I was an ass to let you go, and I won't ever find someone like you. We're so comfortable with each other and we can talk the whole day because we never run out of things to talk about.
S: But it's not JUST about that. I've had all the share of being left in all my relationships. I know what it feels like to be left for someone else.
Him: I know. I just feel like an ass for not giving it a shot.
S: *smiles
Him: I want to make it up to you.
S: You can't. I've moved on. We're good.
January 2012
73 posts
